我的未来不是梦（六）

Posted February 27, 2009 |

我和教授的合约就快要到期了，在这个三月中。在当任教授的research assistant的时候，在这个时候又要重新思考自己的方向的时候，我才发现到什么时候开始我让我懒散了下来？原本为什么要当research assistant的？从新思考自己的方向，从新思考。。。

当初是因为想说可以under教授做master，然后可以申请免学费。而且我也贪图他的时间较为自由我可以做我喜欢的事情，我要学的事情。而且在大学里面我可以运动大学的资源去接触一些政治团体，为我将来要踏入政治而下一些路砖。

然而，太过自由的生活让我不自主地颓废，懒散了下来。即使我的partner在也是一样，我的自律能力啊？？什么时候不见了？？？

报读了Peter Tai的investment课程，原本的存款两千多块而已，就给了要两千块了。压力！没有钱真的压力。我从新思考回自己。这样的道理真的适合吗？对的吗？？

看到朋友们一个月两千多左右工钱，而且前途无量。坦白说就算决定了要创业要踏入政治依然倍感压力。至今的我依然一事无成，浑浑噩噩。

从新思考。。。

觉得这样的情况如果再这样下的话，我依然就会和之前一样。选择吧！

也许必须要改变了！我想。最终决定了帮教授弄完了project之后就先找着另外一份工作做，提升自己，学习创业该有的skill和知识。master？也许等我稳定了先再来说吧！

压力。。。无形。。。



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